During my previous life on earth, the short life I lived 

I was dishonest, devious, pretentious, greedy, selfish, coward, impressive, proud, seeking recognition with ego

I earned name, fame, recognition and proud of my achievements 

I was feign, toxic, haughty, grand, impressive with demon qualities and evil attributes 

Following my life on earth, in my journey of life,

many lifespan has passed

I am not able to liberate my greedy nafs from above negative energies, purify my soul and self REALIZE the pure existence of my consciousness (Heaven)

Now I am a deprived, depressed and a self reproaching soul with lots of pain and suffering (Hell)

Quran : 75.2

All what I loved, earned, possessed, owned willingly, enthusiastically, greedily, excessively, illegally and by force on earth is grudgingly taken away, pulled out without my consent, against my wish, makes me disappointed, dishearten and suffer everyday (Hell)