I (God) cannot forgive your (Man) sins repeatedly and give rewards for your supplications because I am (God) needless

Meantime although I am(God) said to be merciful I (God) don’t own a logistic store to give you all rewards whenever you repent

You though that you can give me (God) your supplications and reap REWARDS and easily pardon your evils 

You are mistaken

Your polluted soul (nafs) must SELF REALIZE (Hell) to know the pure existence of my CONSCIOUSNESS (HEAVEN) within you 

Which I (God) have blown to you as my Ruh

The day you discover that you will know who I am (God)