During my previous life on earth, the short life I lived 

I was dishonest, pretentious, greedy, selfish, coward, superior, impressive, proud, seeking recognition with ego

I earned name, fame, recognition and proud of my achievements 

I was feign, pretentious, toxic, haughty, grand, impressive with demon qualities and evil attributes 

Death is a bridge that unites friend to friend – Iman Gazzali

“Death(s) and birth(s) are bridges which unites similar energies”

Azgar – Sufi author 

Unite positive and negative energies 

“We have ordained death for all of you

We cannot prevent from transforming and recreating you according to your likenesses in forms unknown to you”

“Since you already know your first creation, so why don’t you heed” 

Quran 56.60 – 61 – 62

Following my life on earth, in my journey of life,

Many lifespan has passed

I am not able to liberate my greedy nafs from above negative energies, purify my soul and self REALIZE the pure existence of my consciousness (Heaven)

Now I am a deprived, depressed and a self reproaching soul with lots of pain and suffering

Quran : 75.2

All what I loved, earned, possessed, owned willingly, enthusiastically, greedily, excessively, illegally and by force is grudgingly taken away, pulled out without my consent, against my wish, makes me disappointed, dishearten and suffer everyday (Hell)