During my previous life on earth, the short life I lived 

I was dishonest, pretentious, greedy, selfish, coward, superior, impressive, proud, seeking recognition with ego

I earned name, fame, recognition and proud of my achievements 

I was feign, pretentious, toxic, haughty, grand, impressive with demon qualities and evil attributes 

Death is a bridge that unites friend to friend – Iman Gazzali

“Death(s) and birth(s) are bridges which unites similar energies”

Azgar – Sufi author 

Unite positive and negative energies 

“We have ordained death for all of you

We cannot prevent from transforming and recreating you by others like yourself and re-creating you in forms unknown to you”

Quran 56.60 – 61

Following my life on earth, in my journey of life,

many lifespan has passed

I am not able to liberate my greedy nafs from above negative energies, purify my soul and self REALIZE the pure existence of my consciousness (Heaven)

Now I am a deprived, depressed and a self reproaching soul with lots of pain and suffering

Quran : 75.2

All what I loved, earned, possessed, owned willingly, enthusiastically, greedily, excessively, illegally and by force is grudgingly taken away, pulled out without my consent, against my wish, makes me disappointed, dishearten and suffer everyday (Hell)